check picture for the title. :D

Seriously. What the F#%k?
What part of I have nothing to do with that don't you understand?
Yes, I can do something like that, But I didn't. I won't. That's not my style and you know it.
And for millionth time, If i wanted to do something like that, i would have done that ages ago.
But I didn't. And I still won't.
Feel free to ask me, feel free to do whatever you want to indict me.
Whatever makes you happy and sleep well at night.
So, please, for the love of God, stop including me in your mess.
And stop pointing fingers.

This will be the first and the last time that I'm gonna say this.
I was already doing okay. Super okay even.
Then you started getting close again.
And I know for a fact that I am not misinterpreting things.
So, I fall again.
As soon as I fall, you burn me.
This started to be a cycle.
Then it started going downhill again.
Unlucky me.
You know what I feel for you.
But for you to keep doing that and then leave me hanging...
it's just wrong.
You're old enough to know what's right and what's wrong.
I know you're gonna say that you didn't tell me to do this or to that, but still,
I have sacrificed enough, more than enough even.
I know you say that you appreciate them.
But there comes a point when the appreciation is more than just a hug and a thank you.
I'm tired of the cycles, the lies and the games.
I devoted more than enough time for you.
It's time for me.

Good luck with whatever it is you're trying to accomplish. I really really hope that things work out the way you want it. That's how much I care. That's how much I love you.

That's about it.
Time to go out regain my swag.


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Happy Easter!

Happy Easter everyone.

Uneventful holy week for me. Normally holy week means going out of town, going to the beach to beat the summer heat.
For this year it's different.
Stayed home. Watched TV shows downloaded off the net.
This year's holy week gave me a time to reflect on a lot of stuff.
So in a way it's productive. Mentally. Spiritually.
So it's all good.

Nothing much to blog about today.
I went to Shell Select, hung out with my good bud Dino. Talked about 90's songs.
We've been on that topic for the past few days.
Paul and Tetet was there too.
Same ol' same ol'
Coffee and cigs.
Went home around 11:30
Studied basic klingon language.
Once i get to learn it, i dunno if i'ma be proud or i'll be ashamed. hahaha.


one week.
gotta catch some Zzz's
Migraine's killing me.

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Been Too Long!

The blog title says it all, it's been almost a year. 10 months to be exact since i last posted. Not that anyone really follows this.

It's been a rather uneventful holy week for me, mostly I stayed at home watching all the TV series that I downloaded. Been faithfully following three TV series: Chuck, How I Met Your Mother and The Big Bang Theory. I'm thinking of starting to watch Nikita, but the first season hasn't ended yet so i'll wait after the season is over and then I'll watch it. I think there's 3 more episodes left.

At night i kill time by hanging out at McDonald's at PhilAm with my good bud Dino. We normally hang out at Shell Select and The Balcony bar, but since it's holy week and they're closed, we're stuck at MickeyD's.

So why am I blogging again? Because i'm freakin bored! I was supposed to go to Lucban today to go to the Kamay ni Hesus shrine, but mom and the others left me. They can't wake me up. My fault. I slept 5 am surfin youtube watchin old clips of mtv's from the early 90s.

Don't have plans for later yet, but most probably I'm gonna be at MickeyD's with Dino again.

Can't wait for Monday. Lots of stuff going to happen on Monday.

My mind just totally went blank, Need another cup of coffee.

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